Sleepless at 0110

I am awake.

Eating Kettle Chips and leftover loveletters.

Fellowship of the Ring extended version is playing in the background but I'm not really watching.

It has been my default movie to watch when I'm down.

My childhood friend of 23 years is getting married in the morning and I'll be in the entourage.

I really should be sleeping now but I just can't.

I had a splitting headache just before dinner and had popped 2 nurofens. I wonder if that's keeping me awake?

There is so much for me to say...but I reckon I can no longer fully speak my mind - here.

Maybe I'll start a new blog, anonymously.

One where I can speak about the things that I cannot utter here.

I am awake.

But I'm really weary.