Sick

It started off as a fever.

Then the cough, then stuck nose.

Then cough with phelgm, those very thick type.

Poor Sean refuses his milk and food, and if we do manage to get him to take in anything, he would cough so hard that everything would be vomitted out.

And he has lost much weight.

Doctor says he's got bronchitis and has to be nebulised till Sunday to clear the phelgm.

She also said if this becomes recurrent, then Sean could be susceptible to have asthma. :(

I hope everything turns out well for Sean. That he has just fallen ill due to a mild infection.

It hurts me so much to notice his pronounced jaws now that his double chin is gone. And his butt cheeks are gone too. His little body feels so bony and much much lighter now.

I feel very helpess.

So much so that his poor Daddy has to suffer wrath from me too.

Sigh.

I love you both so very much.

I really can't do without any of you.

Yet I have to learn how to be much stronger and more independant.

I will try harder.

Dear Sean, Mummy and Daddy will nurse you back to health to the best of their ability. You must try hard to get well soon k?