Have you ever felt the sudden urge to just burst into tears?
I have been having the tendency to do so almost every morning, recently.
Don't get me wrong...I am not undergoing post-natal depression, though the blues I have certainly experienced just the week after delivery. But that's over now.
Perhaps it's just that bit of the stress and fatigue that contributes to it. Or maybe really, I just need to let it all out...
The euphoria, the wonderness, the high of it all.
Maybe it's really the feeling of having so much love for my little boy, that it's so overwhelming and taking over me mind, body and soul.
I've never felt so much love for someone in my life.
Well, except for Sean's Daddy, of course.
I'm glad I've found the right man, and I'm glad I have such a marvellous son.
I'm blessed, and I'm really thankful.
There are mistakes that I've made, wrong turns that I've taken...those were really dark days. So rough that I became numb to the slightest pain, oblivious to the slightest concern.
And I'm grateful for that patch of life too.
Cos it just made me treasure the littliest happiness, be it just the blue blue skies at the break of dawn, or just a fart that Sean makes (what a change of tone!).
That's happiness.
I am truly happy.
1 comment:
so cute... :)
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