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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

最初,最終

对不起,让关心我的朋友们担心了。

我很好,失踪了一阵子的原因,主要是因为工作忙碌,其实也只是因为我总爱临时抱佛脚,非要到了死到临头的时候才拼了命地努力工作。简直是忙得连吃饭的时间都没有,更哪来的时间上网与大家聚一聚?

这一个月的空中缺席,实在是很抱歉。我想,之前的几章笔录,似乎在投入了我心中的一些忧郁。没错,我是感到了很多惆怅,然而,能在这里发泄心情,也是一种舒缓情绪的最好治疗。我不喜欢戴面具,也不想去学着如何去运用它,在朋友面前更不会掩饰我内心最深处的情感。

我承认,我有很多的低潮时期,我想,它们也代表了我在成长过程中所必须经过的磨练。我并不对它们抱着悔恨,但伤感。。。却是另一种我无法控制的情绪。

我觉得,我学会看开了很多。毕竟,这也是对自己最宽容的一种宠爱,不是吗?

我觉得,我学会了如何去珍惜快乐的时光,如何去怀念美好的回忆,如何去搁浅抹不去的伤痕,如何去期待美好的未来。

就像是每一天都是人生最初,也是最终的一天。

后记:这是我第一次尝试拼造一部动画片,不管怎么样,我每一次看它,都会感到一股很强的感动。快乐的时光,就是要这样稀少才显得珍贵吧!

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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

to write how i feel again in Chinese is such a tiring task. Will resort back to the ABCs for today. Glad you are ok. Life is no bed of roses, neither is it a world of sorrows but there is a glimmer of hope with each ray of sunshine that greets you every morning ya? Hey, do reply my email can?

Anonymous said...

我也希望啊!

敏慧 said...

it's 2am here and juz b4 i go to bed i thought i should reply to my dearies here :)

ewitz: thanks for ur concern and sorry for causing undue worries. chinese is good to write if u have the time! and yes life is no bed of roses, we should all know that by now. there are sad but there are happy times too. i juz know the right thing to do is to feel sad during sad times and happy during happy times. am i talking rubbish? well, i suppose that's just sanity. glad tat i'm still sane :) love u lots, will reply to ur email soon.

the morning after: dear gal, thanks for ur concern too! i took about 6 hours to put that together. shut myself in the hotel room in Florence while Steve was at his conference. actually thought of going out to shop alone but once i got started on the movie, i couldn't stop! i used windows movie maker, it's actually rather easy to use. play around with it and u'll soon find tat u can master it within minutes.

work beckons doubly demanding everytime i'm back from a holiday so i apologise for not being able to reply sooner. love u all, i'm going to bed now, good nite! :)